wow
had some major plans tonight, and now i got in a big ass fight with my mom so im grounded because she knocked sense into me about chris. and how everythings said and done &shiiit. im tired of giving reactions, he’s torn apart who i really am. im gonna stay homee tmrw and do absolutely nothing but think. im tired of relying on him… i don’t even know who i am anymoreeee; this is really serious stuff. i didn’t need this tonight. * its all power and control. this is killllllllllling me.